08.12.2012

stille

Ich sehne mich....
nach Uhren die schweigen...
einer Zeit die zum Erliegen kommt...
alles ist Ruhig und kein Licht brennt...
die Stille ist es die ich vermisse...
und die Stille vermisst mich...

einfach nur die Musik in meinem Kopf...
die Zigarette und der Alkohol...
mehr wünsche ich mir momentan nicht...


...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

15.05.2012

..


As if it is transparent,
Look it goes through and disappear...

As if it were a dream,
if we apart, we meet again no matter how many times.

In the world which is lost it's color.

If I have no chance to touch you,
and just be in fascination, would it be easy?

If there were no words,
I wouldn't had hurt you.

If I didn't hold you,
I would never know this coldness...

Ah.... the sky and also inside of me..
they show as if they have nothing, but cover over everything in front of my eyes..

Always, always whitely..
"It is as if the times stopped", you with a black hair said and laughed, while putting a shoulder to me.

Wavering, I'm wavering...and if we could have intercourse tonight....
It's enough with you losing the body temperature and voice

Don't get over.... don't get over....
be as it is, the night under the midnight sun

I'm supposed to forget it once I open my eyes though....

That's your innocent behaivor I know well, and that's you who are doing that, surely I like the most

Ah... the ocean and also inside of you
show as if there were not waves, but before I know it, I'm drown into you

Always, I'm always drown into deep of you
I swallowed even the cold kiss which makes me almost forget to breathe

EMPTY VOICE


don't forgive the feelings we have become....
at this time

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

13.05.2012

feel's like....

I wanna fly, cry, win, lose, live, die, take five....

feel free...
don't lose my mind....

the way to destroy your ambition....

it feels like the last chance to lose control

so always been scared and unprepared to let enybody get too close to me....

so I try to say F***** LIFE!!!!

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

24.04.2012

rain

the rain is still falling and the only thing what I think....
hey you shouldn't show my feelings....
fuck off...
this moment will go on...
I know it's a never ending story
there is nothing who can stop it

I'm still sitting there and somke ....
smoke cigarette and looking forward
but....for what?
I know there is nothing.

nothing in my concern....
maybe I will find it....
maybe.... maybe....

I still hope...
you can see this fuckin' tears....
this crying heart...


but you can't....can you?
what ever....


let the rain fall...x3




...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

19.04.2012

klein...

momentan läuft alles supi!
habe nun eventuell einen neuen betrieb der mich übernimmt...
und somit ist der neustart in düsseldorf rund um gut!
der stress legt sich so langsam und ich hoffe einfach das beste~
und da ich eigentlich nichts großes schreiben wollte...
nur einen kleinen bericht für meine liebsten...
hiermit ein kleiner abschluss :P


klarkommen ist Luxus und so ein Luxus können wir uns nicht leisten



̿̿̿̿̿̿̿ ̿̿̿̿̿ ̿̿̿̿̿̿’̿\̵͇̿̿\=((•̪●))=/̵͇̿̿/’̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿

♪~♫-♥|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|̲̅̅=̲̅̅|̲̅̅●̲̅̅|.ιllı.ιllıl


btw....
nichts geht über despa...
ich hör sie schon wieder rauf und runter.. ♥
der ersatz von lynch ist allerdings auch klasse :P

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

12.04.2012

dear

Dear you,

I miss you. I miss how you cared for me, how you always make my day, how you used to cheer me up, and how you make me feel that you love me. I miss everything that used to be.
WHAT HAPPENED?!

Love
Me


...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

08.04.2012

nothing special

it'a a long time ago that I send you some lifestorys of my...fuckin' life huh?
I know I haven't something to say to this...
but okay I love you all guys...~!
that's a reason to talk to you ♥

some times in my life I really miss the old times...
the times where some guys bring me to smile...
when we only talk about some shit...
sitting on the wather...
nothing to talk...
but only the feeling... they are there...
there for me and for nothing else....
it was a great feeling....

I know I wasn't fair at all the times...
and I know... I will make so much more mistakes....
and I hope... I will never lose this guys...
surely... I don't say names...
I'm sure that the guys know it....!

some other news...
uhm...
nothing special..
but I wrote now more for you..!
I will give you more news... !!!
I miss the feedbacks...
the positiv times....~

let's smile together!

by the way...
happy easter my beloved bunnys :P



...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸