world in grey....

Why is my heart hurting? Am I just wishing for something that I've lost?

The spring days that you had brought to me

Their scent still lingers in that same way

Leaving behind the words that couldn't be said....

Now... its autumn ~

The words that couldn't be said at that time, I guess they go somewhere, and return

Somewhere, if you're smiling for me - now, I'm able to think that it's good enough

It's painful: when you're not here
It's painful: when I cannot meet you as usual

Without knowing how to love, I only hurt you
How much meaning have I been able to build up?

Take me by the hand and lead me, breathless, to tomorrow - a wish...

Like this, I fall into darkness

Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you

The memories are played, forever

I・LO・VE・YO・U...
If I would say it would you hold me close ?

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

weekend

awake...

this wasn't a great weekend...

why can't I see ya...?!

why I'm so stupid?

I hope we can see us soon....~

but... it was nice to talk with jin....~

what a price....

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

beautiful

here it is....

a beautiful name.....

a beautiful face....

a beautiful nose ♥....

so fuckin beautiful lips

a beautiful body...

and...this fuckin nice hair...

sometimes... I wish I look like him...~

do you know him...?

say it to me :P

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

life

the moment when....

you recognize the woman of your life by the fact that she comes back to you again and again, although she knows you're an asshole

yeah I really miss her and... I think she never know this.. but this is okay!

so.. and this is for U....~:

k...

what should I say..?

nothing....? I think so.... wish ya all a nice weekend..!!!

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

dangerous

haha it means so much ....

I think it describes my life~

I saw the picture of the toilet and I though... yeah let's take a photo ....

here it is:

so...

what should I say?

I'll make a new blog later...

maybe... it's interesting for a special person.. who is not longer a part of my life but will always be in my heart....

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

shirt

'cause I haven't the time to make a picture...

here it is:

It is the shirt from kiryuuin sho ~

so wish ya all a nice day...☆

btw.. I can't wait for the new single from Golden Bomber !!

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

one week

ONLY ONE WEEK!!!

I can't wait any longer, I'm so happy about it.

On friday I meet Tine and we get our new tattoo ヾ(｀⌒´メ)ノ″

After this we go to the cinema ♥

and.... and.... and..... on Saturday:

I will see NEGA!
I really love their songs.

Their songs are so great!

And.. maybe I will see friends =]

It will be a great weekend!!

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

hole

I think every time: yeah all is good, I have a fuckin good time...

and now I realized:

I'm in a deep hole... I never was outside of the hole and that will not change in the next time...

so what.? welcome deep hole

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸

moment

what I need at the moment: A FUCKIN HOT PARTY!!!!

I love Partys and ... I need some good Party-Guys...Q_Q

every time it's the same story: I go alone .... but how ever... I have fun :P but it's not the same with friends... ~

okay... enough....

some other news? .... ..... ..... NO =3 I'm to lazy *laugh* wish ya all a great day!

my love goes to the music of the world... my first love:

music.. and my love for the future is music

♪♪♫♪♫ (*｀へ´*)

...
leda Щ(◣д◢)艸